6.22.2007
discouraged times infinity
i finally heard back from the cambridge job and, of course, they went with someone else. it took me a week of pulling teeth to get any information and then i finally get that awesome news right before work starts.
i'm absolutely crushed. i really wanted that job.
so, of the three places at which i interviewed two weeks ago, this is how it stands:
- 1 definite "no thanks"
- 1 "we don't want to say no but we're gonna look for someone with more experience"
and
- 1 "yeah, we like you and might make an offer...someday."
it's too bad the only one that still has a slight chance of coming through is the place i liked least.
did i mention that i'm crushed? like, i can't even convey how crushed. going to MA for those three interviews in two days was so draining that i'm not looking forward to repeating the process.
all this rejection lately (both personal and professional) has me feeling like a worthless piece of shit.
life fuckin' sucks. i absolutely hate it.
i finally heard back from the cambridge job and, of course, they went with someone else. it took me a week of pulling teeth to get any information and then i finally get that awesome news right before work starts.
i'm absolutely crushed. i really wanted that job.
so, of the three places at which i interviewed two weeks ago, this is how it stands:
- 1 definite "no thanks"
- 1 "we don't want to say no but we're gonna look for someone with more experience"
and
- 1 "yeah, we like you and might make an offer...someday."
it's too bad the only one that still has a slight chance of coming through is the place i liked least.
did i mention that i'm crushed? like, i can't even convey how crushed. going to MA for those three interviews in two days was so draining that i'm not looking forward to repeating the process.
all this rejection lately (both personal and professional) has me feeling like a worthless piece of shit.
life fuckin' sucks. i absolutely hate it.
