8.06.2004
gulp
mom and christine took a detour from their nyc vacation this week and visited me tuesday night. it was nice to have visitors for the first time since i moved down here and it was great to see them. they liked the apartment. i think it was good for them to see that i'm as settled down here as i can physically be.
sadness stands out to me more now that i'm on medication. i think it means that i'm experiencing a wider range of emotions, which is good. the sadnesses feel a bit more jarring, however, due to the spaces in between them. i do feel more stable, though, than i did 9 months ago and can therefore handle them better as a result.
speaking (uhh, writing) of sadness, the beta band is calling it quits. so many good memories tied to those dudes.
now that i have a job, i think it's time to get a new cell phone. i've had the same phone for over 4 years. plus, i need to change my number seeing as how i'm a *gulp* new yorker. i wanna get a camera phone. i think. well, i definitely wanna get a digital camera too. i'm just not sure if it makes sense to get both a phone and a camera in one neat little electronic package of goodness. camera phones lack serious features and the picture quality isn't very high. but it might be fun to have one. hmmmm.
i feel so uncreative lately. i made a conscious effort to deblank the pages of my notebook this week with little to no results. ugh.
casey, thanks for sending mixtape one. it's great. who does the version of "shook ones" that you put on there? i was so confused.
mom and christine took a detour from their nyc vacation this week and visited me tuesday night. it was nice to have visitors for the first time since i moved down here and it was great to see them. they liked the apartment. i think it was good for them to see that i'm as settled down here as i can physically be.
sadness stands out to me more now that i'm on medication. i think it means that i'm experiencing a wider range of emotions, which is good. the sadnesses feel a bit more jarring, however, due to the spaces in between them. i do feel more stable, though, than i did 9 months ago and can therefore handle them better as a result.
speaking (uhh, writing) of sadness, the beta band is calling it quits. so many good memories tied to those dudes.
now that i have a job, i think it's time to get a new cell phone. i've had the same phone for over 4 years. plus, i need to change my number seeing as how i'm a *gulp* new yorker. i wanna get a camera phone. i think. well, i definitely wanna get a digital camera too. i'm just not sure if it makes sense to get both a phone and a camera in one neat little electronic package of goodness. camera phones lack serious features and the picture quality isn't very high. but it might be fun to have one. hmmmm.
i feel so uncreative lately. i made a conscious effort to deblank the pages of my notebook this week with little to no results. ugh.
casey, thanks for sending mixtape one. it's great. who does the version of "shook ones" that you put on there? i was so confused.
