muted

gray means...what, exactly?

when this phase of my life has been put into the past, i imagine i might get some questions as to what it was like for me.

"so, steve...how did you deal with all of that?"

"nine inch nails, yo. lots and lots of nine inch nails."

yeah, pretty lame. anyway...

here is the song that i listened to in my car in the parking lot after therapy last weekend. the chorus gets me every time.

- right where it belongs

here is a song from the new album, year zero. i like to listen to my music really loudly and i've always wondered if it can be heard outside of my car. i was blasting this song yesterday as i rolled through hempstead and my mirrors were going beserk due to all the bass. while i was stopped at a red light, two mexican dudes walked by to my right. they looked back at me, smiling and pointing. i think they could hear! i smiled back at them. cool moment.

- me, i'm not